The Gay Choice: The LGBTQ ideology is built on SAND; whereas, the Ex-GAY Christian ideology is built on ROCK


Jesus said, “Therefore whosoever hears these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock. And every one that hears these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.” –Matthew 7:24-27

First, a BIBLICAL FOUNDATION is to be laid out in ALL MATTERS that pertain to LIFE in ORDER for a CORRECT PERSPECTIVE to be properly understood while ENDURING all the TRIALS & TRIBULATIONS of this LIFE…  Otherwise, a SKEWED and PERVERTED perspective will be laid down and will EVENTUALLY come to RUINS…

In fact, one MUST have TWO attributes in LAYING DOWN a HEALTHY and STABLE FOUNDATION of one’s PHILOSOPHICAL and IDEOLOGICAL understanding that will SHAPE perspective unto a RIGHT way of thinking in ALL MATTERS of this life.  For these TWO attributes are:

(1)-HOLY SPIRIT = (John 3:3—MUST be BORN-AGAIN by the SPIRIT of GOD through the REPENTANCE of SINS; and, in the ACCEPTANCE of FAITH by BELIEVING that JESUS is the CHRIST- the SON of the LIVING GOD; who was sent to cleanse ALL SIN for those who FREELY RECEIVE FORGIVENESS (see below: Romans 10:9))…


(2)-KNOWLEDGE of the TRUTH = the WORD of GOD (STUDY the BIBLE) = JESUS (PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP of GOD– John 1:1; and 4:24; 1 Timothy 2:4; 2 Timothy 2:15).  For the HOLY BIBLE & JESUS are MUTUALLY INCLUSIVE to one another; and is contrary to separate the two…

Moreover, Luke 23:40-43, depicts this IDEOLOGICAL and foundational TRUTH toward SALVATION of one’s soul, by simply having a CORRECT PERSPECTIVE in whom the LORD of HEAVEN (JESUS) wants to FREELY GIVE to whomsoever will ASK.  In fact, one receives NOT, because they ASK NOT or they ask with wrong perspective and/or intentions (see below: Luke 11:10; James 4:3)–

In fact, the FOUNDATIONAL narrative of this GOSPEL TRUTH is depicted initially in Luke 23:40-43:

(a)REJECTING FALSE ideology and REBUKING it (Ephesians 5:11)




(e)WAITING for the LORD to RESPOND to you…


Luke 23:40-43—

(a) But the other answering rebuked him, saying, Dost not thou fear God, seeing thou art in the same condemnation?

 (b)And we indeed justly; for we receive the due reward of our deeds:

 (c)but this man hath done nothing amiss.

 (d)And he said unto Jesus, Lord, remember me when thou come into thy kingdom.

 (e)And Jesus said unto him, Verily I say unto thee, Today shall you be with me in paradise.


For these TWO (1-SPIRIT & 2-TRUTH), are ONLY acquired through TRUE REPENTANCE of the HEART (see below verses: 2 Corinthians 7:10); and, through SEEKING/ DILIGENCE of GETTING to KNOW GOD’s WORD (both in PRINT-the BIBLE, and in RELATIONSHIP with the LORD JESUS).  In that, SPENDING HOURS upon HOURS, worshiping and speaking to one’s BEST FRIEND, MOST INTIMATE LOVER (1st LOVE), FATHER of ETERNITY, and MAKER = JESUS; will MOLD and SHAPE one’s IDEOLOGICAL FOUNDATION into a INDESTRUCTIBLE HOUSE of ETERNAL FAITH (1 Peter 1:24-25)!

Finally, in HUMBLE REPENTANCE, the SPIRIT of REVELATION will OPEN up one’s UNDERSTANDING toward ALL THINGS in TRUTH!  Sadly, many teachers or so-called “spiritual gurus” whom lack one or the other (ie: Spirit or Truth), twist and PERVERT the HOLY SACRED SCRIPTURES; through ERROR, bringing their OWN DAMNATION upon themselves (see: 2 Peter 2:1; 2 Corinthians 11:13-15; Galatians 2:4; 2 Timothy 3:6-8; and 4:3; Titus 1:11; 1 John 4:1; Jude 1:4).

Thus, I state again, BUILD YOUR IDEOLOGICAL HOUSE on a STRONG FOUNDATION- for it will MAINTAIN your SOUL through the STORMS of LIFE and propel you INTO ETERNITY – St.Khawnan


Scripture References:

John 3:3- Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be BORN AGAIN, he cannot see [ENTER] the kingdom of God.

John 1:1- In the beginning was the Word [JESUS], and the Word [JESUS] was with God, and the Word [JESUS] was God.

John 4:24- God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in (1)spirit and in (2)truth.

Romans 10:9- That if thou shall confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shall believe in your heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shall be saved.

2 Corinthians 7:10- For GODLY SORROW WORKS repentance to SALVATION not to be repented of: but the WORLDLY SORROW WORKS DEATH.

1 Timothy 2:4- Who will have ALL men [MANKIND] to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the TRUTH [JESUS = GOD in the FLESH = SAVIOR of WHOMSOEVER wills (FREE-WILL) to be SAVED (that’s you and I).

2 Timothy 2:15- Study to show yourself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.

1 Peter 1:24-25- For all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass withers, and the flower thereof falls away: But the word of the Lord endures for ever. And this is the word which by the gospel is preached unto you.

2 Peter 2:1- But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction.

2 Corinthians 11:13-15- For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works.

Galatians 2:4- And that because of false brethren unawares brought in, who came in privily to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, that they might bring us into bondage:

2 Timothy 3:6-8- For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith.

2 Timothy 4:3- For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears;

Titus 1:11- Whose mouths must be stopped, who subvert whole houses, teaching things which they ought not, for filthy lucre’s sake.

1 John 4:1- Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world.

Luke 11:10- For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

James 4:3- Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts.

Jude 1:4- For there are certain men crept in unawares, who were before of old ordained to this condemnation, ungodly men, turning the grace of our God into lasciviousness, and denying the only Lord God, and our Lord Jesus Christ.

The Gay Choice: The LOST concept of “the GAY grace”

The LOST concept of “THE GAY GRACE”– taught only in the LGBTQ community, but is NOT TAUGHT in the BIBLE.

Many GAY SYMPATHIZERS & PRACTICING homosexuals/ lesbians believe that God’s “grace” actually saves those whom practice such behavior; eventually allowing them into heaven.  However, that FALSE CONCEPT can NOT be farther from the TRUTH…

Moreover, the GAY SYMPATHIZERS or PRACTICING gays commonly quote: “all have sinned and none are perfect, including you…”  Once again, believing that “grace gives way to sin” according to their mindset and obvious MISGUIDED theology.

For the WORD of GOD– the BIBLE actually teaches:

1 Corinthians 6:9-11:  Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God?  Do not be deceived: Neither the sexually immoral [ie: ALL FORNICATORS– includes all sexual practices (ie: homosexuals, lesbians, pedophiles, and those who practice bestiality) outside a GOD-ORDAINED marriage between 1-man & 1-woman], nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who submit [effeminate] to or perform homosexual acts [PRACTICING HOMOSEXUALS & LESBIANS], nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor verbal abusers, nor swindlers, will inherit the kingdom of God [ie: HEAVEN].  And that is what some of you WERE [this includes ME & ALL EX-GAYs who have REPENTED from practicing sin].  But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified, in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.

Sadly, some GAY SYMPATHIZERS and those within the LGBTQ practicing community actually hold to a MISUNDERSTANDING of verse nine; in that, they believe with BIAS, albeit, that only male prostitution is to be extrapolated from that verse in a “cultural context”.  However, the PROPER biblical exegesis from verse nine is CLEARLY speaking about the ACT and PRACTICE of homosexual BEHAVIOR [ie: Sodomy].  Regardless of one’s interpretation on the “cultural context” of that verse, the simple FACT that those whom are SEXUALLY IMMORAL = FORNICATORS, reflects any/all male/female prostitution (ie: fornication) and any/all ACTS or PRACTICES of homosexual/ lesbian sexual BEHAVIORS, as well.   Consequently, the gay sympathizers and all those who practice such FORNICATION are heaping SINS upon SINS to their own coming JUDGEMENT!

Yes, there was male prostitution in Corinth; however, in correct context, it is NOT describing a cultural phenomena; but, the “behavioral acts” of the aforementioned sins [Sodomy/ homosexual/Lesbian practices].  Paul the Apostle was clearly explaining in (vs 11) that they were washed of their sins due to “sanctification”= actual process that occurs in a BELIEVER’S LIFE after REPENTANCE takes place!


2 Corinthians 7:10,11– Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation without regret, but worldly sorrow brings death.  Consider what this godly sorrow has produced in you: what earnestness, what eagerness to clear yourselves, what indignation, what alarm, what longing, what zeal, what vindication! In every way you have proved yourselves to be innocent in this matter.

Sadly, many within the LGBTQ community; including the sympathizers, all PRETEND to hold a “high moral ground.”  Unbeknownst to them and their biblical– MORAL ignorance, concerning the WORD of GOD, the HOLY BIBLE, does NOT have any private interpretation and BUILDS doctrine/ dogmatic ideology upon itself (Isaiah 28:10).  In fact, the BIBLE was written by HOLY MEN, who were ALL INSPIRED by the HOLY SPIRIT = for GOD wrote the BIBLE, just used men to convey HIS MESSAGE!

2 Peter 1:20,21– Knowing this first, that no prophecy of the scripture is of any private interpretation.  For the prophecy came not in old time by the will of man: but holy men of God spake as they were moved by the Holy Ghost.


Moreover, a very common LGBTQ supporting phrase is, “God loves you and accepts you just the way you are.”  However, the TRUTH is that God does in fact LOVE those within the LGBTQ community (ie: while we were yet sinners, HE died for us–Romans 5:8); but HE is NOT accepting of their practices nor does HE EMBRACE their SINS.  For GOD is GOOD and REFUSES to leave us to our own devices [sinful desires and practices of the flesh] (Proverbs 1:31 and Jeremiah 18:12); but desires us to come to REPENTANCE (2 Peter 3:9)…

Consequently, All BIBLICAL MORAL SINS should be called out to PROPAGATE GOD’s TRUTH and ORDER as such, including, homosexuality and ALL those associated with the LGBTQ community as an ABOMINATION in the sight of GOD; which is DAMNABLE to an ETERNAL HELL FIRE (to be CONDEMNED), unless REPENTED of…


For the HOLY BIBLE states the following:

Isaiah 28:10– For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:

2 Peter 1:20,21– Knowing this first, that no prophecy of the scripture is of any private interpretation.  For the prophecy came not in old time by the will of man: but holy men of God spake as they were moved by the Holy Ghost.

2 Corinthians 7:10 –Godly sorrow works REPENTANCE to SALVATION…

Galatians 5:16, 17- This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh.For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.

Romans 6:15-17– What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law, but under grace? By no means!  Do you not know that when you offer yourselves as obedient slaves, you are slaves to the one you obey, whether you are slaves to sin leading to death, or to obedience leading to righteousness? But thanks be to God that, though you once were slaves to sin [ie: ALL those who were ONCE CAUGHT in the BONDAGE of homosexual/lesbian sexual practices], you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were committed.

Ephesians 6:11, 12 –Put on the whole ARMOR of GOD that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the DEVIL! For we wrestle not against flesh & blood, but against principalities, powers, and rulers of the DARKNESS of THIS WORLD, & spiritual WICKEDNESS in HIGH PLACES!

Psalm 2:12–Kiss [HOLY KISS of AGAPE affection] the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish from the way [into an ETERNAL HELL FIRE- FOREVER SEPARATED from GOD and ALL that is GOOD], when his wrath is kindled but a little. Blessed are all they that put their TRUST in him [JESUS].

1 Timothy 4:1–Now the Spirit speaks expressly, that in the latter times [LAST DAYS] some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to *seducing spirits [*EROTIC & LUST filled spirits– including homosexual and lesbian = sodomite spirits], and doctrines of devils;…

Romans 1:28- And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a *REPROBATE MIND [*INCAPABLE to UNDERSTAND GODLY WISDOM & HOLY LIVING, due to one’s UNREPENTANT HEART toward GODLY PRINCIPALS], to do those things which are not convenient [albeit, UNNATURAL sexual practices within the LGBTQ community, etc…]…

Ray Boltz – Once a Man of GOD; NOW a Practitioner of Perdition [HELL]

Concerning Ray Boltz– who used to be a TOP Contemporary CHRISTIAN musician (Dove Award Winner), leaving his family and the Christian music scene for a GAY lifestyle…

***DRAFT***  (further introspect on Ray Boltz’s CHOICE to practice a homosexual lifestyle)


Sadly speaking, it is clear to those who LOVE GOD & HIS HOLY WORD, the Bible, that Ray Boltz and ALL THOSE who have WALKED AWAY from GOD’S ORIGINAL design of sexual practices (1-man & 1-woman) into a LGBTQ lifestyle, etc. have been deluded by *seducing spirits and have been given over to a *reprobate mind!

May Ray Boltz come to REALIZE that GOD’s JUDGMENT is just a heartbeat away!  For NONE are promised tomorrow…  All the while, a GODLY man or woman is INSTRUCTED to LIVE SOBER and VIGILANT in both THOUGHT & DEED before the LORD-GOD, regardless of temptations or inner-struggles!  For this current life and all its struggles are just TEMPORARY.

For CHRISTIANS are all instructed to be A LIVING SACRIFICE unto the LORD-GOD in HOLY PRACTICES.  Thus, DYING to our SELF-INDULGENCES and URGES or deep rooted desires  are to be CRUCIFIED with the WORKS of the FLESH including all the CARNAL NATURE and its EGOCENTRIC IDEOLOGIES and practices (ie: LUSTS of the FLESH & LUSTS of LIFE)…


May we PRAY the PSALM OF REPENTANCE found in Psalm 51:17 over Ray Boltz and ALL those souls who are CAUGHT in the LGBTQ LIES that LEAD one to only one place– HELL:

For Psalm 51, states: “The sacrifices of God are a [#1] broken spirit: a [#2] broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.” In JESUS HOLY NAME, Amen!


Finally, Isaiah 5:20–states: Woe unto them that call evil (the PRACTICE and EMBRACING of ALL LGBTQ sexual dispositions) good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!  Please be aware that the LGBTQ community has become very PROFICIENT at this practice of disguising EVIL for GOOD; and GOOD for EVIL (more to come on this)…


1 Timothy 4:1– Now the Spirit [HOLY SPIRIT] speaks expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith [ie: Ray Boltz], giving heed to *seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils;

1 Timothy 5:15- For some have already turned aside to follow Satan.

1 Timothy 1:18-20– Timothy, my child, I entrust you with this command in keeping with the previous prophecies about you, so that by them you may fight the good fight, holding on to faith and a good conscience, which some have rejected and thereby shipwrecked their faith.

Romans 6:15-17– What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law, but under grace? By no means!  Do you not know that when you offer yourselves as obedient slaves, you are slaves to the one you obey, whether you are slaves to sin leading to death, or to obedience leading to righteousness? But thanks be to God that, though you once were slaves to sin, you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were committed.

1 Corinthians 5:4-6– When you are gathered in the name of our Lord Jesus and I am with you in spirit, along with the power of the Lord Jesus, hand this man over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved on the day of the Lord.  Your boasting is not good. Do you not know that a little yeast leavens the whole batch of dough?


The Gay Choice: Ecclesiastical Law & Natural Law



Please be made aware, homosexuality and ALL LGBTQ sexual practices are more than just a mere sexual act or practice of SIN.  In fact, ALL such practices are CONSIDERED an abomination in the sight of GOD since the BEGINNING of TIME; alongside, fornication (ie: sex before a GODLY marriage), adultery (ie: sex outside of a GODLY marriage covenant), pedophilia and bestiality–


Thus, ecclesiastically (morally & spiritually) & naturally (biologically within the human-kind species) speaking, ALL LGBTQ sexual practices ARE SINS against both GOD & MANKIND.  For if these kind of SINS are committed through either the individual ACT or CONTINUED practices of the BEHAVIORAL ACTS (aka: LGBTQ practices), these TWO specific LAWS consist in DEALING with their own kind of SINS conequently:

(#1) against the Spiritual Ecclesiastical Laws laid forth throughout the HOLY SCRIPTURES and its LAWS given by GOD (ie: the Bible), and

(#2) against the Natural-Biological Laws in its respected ORDER and Law of NATURE.


Spiritual Ecclesiastical Law- CONDEMNS the LGBTQ sexual practices due to the FACT that GOD ORDAINED ADAM (male) & EVE (female) out of HIS VERY IMAGE & LIKENESS to become ONE in both spirit and body (flesh) to CREATE LIFE (offspring); in fact, anything CONTRARY to that design (ie: UNION of TWO becoming ONE in MARRIAGE between an ADAM and an EVE) is ABOMINABLE and noted as ABHORRENT behavior in the SIGHT of GOD.


Matthew 19:5– And said [JESUS], For this cause shall a man [SINGULAR MALE] leave father and mother, and shall CLEAVE to his wife [SINGULAR FEMALE]: and the TWO shall be ONE flesh?


Concerning the Natural-Biological Law- CONDEMNS the Homosexual/ Lesbian(gay) sexual practices for the SIMPLE FACT that LIFE itself does NOT come forth from either two men, nor two women.  In fact, the gay communities left alone would DIE OUT because they could NOT PRODUCE OFFSPRING in a NATURAL STATE of affairs.

For the NATURAL LAW concludes that the gay community is ABOMINABLE in their practices; and is, in its NATURAL STATE, a DEATH STATE and CULTURE since it cannot create LIFE.  Moreover, Natural Law INSISTS that any-other ORDER outside of a MALE & FEMALE UNION is a PERVERSE ORDER.  Thus, the TWISTING and taking on another ORDER  from the ORIGINAL ORDER DETERMINES a DAMNABLE ABOMINATION and OFFENSE to GOD’s NATURAL ORDER.

Hebrews 13:4- Marriage should be honored by ALL [MANKIND] and the marriage bed kept UNDEFILED [GODLY MARRIAGE = 1 man + 1 woman], for God will judge the sexually immoral [SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE = FORNICATORS includes Homosexual (sodomite) & Lesbian offenders] and adulterers [SEX outside of a GODLY MARRIAGE].

*(DRAFT- more to come in-depth)